1. |
Diggin' For Ghosts
04:34
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DIGGIN' FOR GHOSTS
Time waits for no one
The days grow older
And I grow colder
This Devil's on my shoulder
And he's smiling at me
But I don’t trust what he’s saying
And I don’t wanna believe
I find it hard to cry
When I'm spent
Tie the wires around my head
Pound the nails into my flesh
And I'm bleeding again
I'm diggin' for
Ghosts and good stories
Scarlet to the bone
If I kill all my demons
Will my angels leave me alone
Time waits for no one
The nights get longer
And I get stronger
Your God is standing before me
With his arms out wide
But I don’t wanna give in to him
So he can judge me or my life
I find it hard to cry
When I'm spent
Tie the wires around my head
Pound the nails into my flesh
And I'm bleeding again
I'm diggin' for
Ghosts and good stories
Scarlet to the bone
If I kill all my demons
Will my angels leave me alone
Time is like the wind
It leaves the light
And lifts the heavy
I've seen my fate
And I'm not afraid
In fact I’m ready
Each moment has its memory
And this too shall pass
Whether I wake or sleep
I still believe that nothing lasts
Forever
Haughty eyes
And a lying tongue
Hands that shed innocent blood
A heart that devises wicked plots
Feet that are swift to run
I've burned my bridges down
Turned my back on this town
I've burned my bridges down
Turned my back on this town
Let us pray
That we enter not into temptation
The spirit is willing indeed
But the flesh is weak
And as you sow
Shall you reap
In loving memory
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LONG DARK NIGHT
Hail Mary, full of grace
Be my muse
And give me strength
Holy Mary, full of sin
Hear my prayer
And let me in
Welcome to my long dark night
Can't sleep
Or close my eyes
Little slices of death
I loathe them
Refuse to get to know them
My rebirth of a scream
Eternalux
With a heart at peace
O Lord have mercy
Till it hurts
Heed my words
This revelation
Won't be televised
My sacrifice will be
This long dark night
This revelation
Won't be televised
My sacrifice will be
This long dark night
Of the soul
Blessed is the one who reads
These words of prophecy
Heavy is the hand that smites
In God we trust and fight
We rise from the dead
And write our own new testament
O Lord have mercy
I'm in mourning
Heed my warning
This revelation
Won't be televised
My sacrifice will be
This long dark night
This revelation won't be televised
My sacrifice will be
This long dark night
Of the soul
This, my winter of discontent
Listen as I repent
Bleed for me
On this night long
Hear me as I
Speak in tongues
Blasphemy is so easy
When you've lost your faith
And don't believe
Help me heal my mind
This happens every time
Hands out wide
I say to you
Praise my scars
And sacred wounds
Feel my pain
And scripture inked in paint
I'm no saint
This revelation
Won't be televised
This revelation
Won't be televised
This revelation
Won't be televised
This revelation
Won't be televised
On this long dark night
Of my soul
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EXCOMMUNICATED
Excommunicated
Another holy war
The cost of friendship
Is this heavy cross
I bare until I’m sore
Don’t find it necessary
To show my piety
These are the end of days
No solace in this city
In a world that makes me sick
I will be your heretic
In a world that makes me sick
I will be your heretic
I split my lip
They cut their teeth
Sometimes silence is
A perfect scream
Don’t ask why this
Stone is in my hand
Won’t be seeing you
Again my friend
Excommunicated
Another holy war
Los Angeles is just a heavy dose
Of all that I deplore
The shine has left me
With no remorse or love
And all the soarings of my mind
Begin within my blood
In a world that’s filled with faith
You can’t take my blasphemy
In a world that’s filled with faith
You can’t take my blasphemy
I split my lip
They cut their teeth
Sometimes silence is
A perfect scream
Don’t ask why this
stone is in my hand
Won’t be seeing you
Again my friend
This is the story of brothers
With dirty faces
A city filled with angels
Liars and betrayers
This is a requiem
For a friend
And born of hate
A walk down memory lane
That took it all away
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4. |
Eyes Black
03:12
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EYES BLACK
Her hidden face offends
The righteous ways of men
Beneath the veil lies
The meaning of submission
Imprisoned in the dark
She fights to see the light
Denied a voice to speak
And basic human rights
Holier than thou
Heavier than God
Blessed be thy name
It’s coming down
Heavier than God
Holier than thou
Inside the torture mask
Her eyes are lined with black
The cloth curtain covers
Her beauty front to back
And in the name of faith
She suffers for religion
The cloak of fear and terror
Is a war on women
Holier than thou
Heavier than God
Blessed be thy name
It’s coming down
Heavier than God
Holier than thou
So pious in their violence
Against their women
Misogynistic men
Who don’t believe in freedom
Persecuted, silenced
Treated as possessions
A profound reminder
Of oppression
Holier than thou
Heavier than God
Blessed be thy name
It’s coming down
Heavier than God
Holier than thou
Her identity remains
A mystery
Deprived of dignity
And her self esteem
Forced modesty
Without equality
Sacrificed her life
To live unseen
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5. |
Money Shot
02:53
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MONEY SHOT
Get ready to shoot yourself
Get ready to shoot yourself
Get ready to shoot yourself
Pose for another photo
Get ready to shoot yourself
Tits and tats and a quid pro quo
C’mon baby give em what you got
Everybody wants a money shot
C’mon baby give em what they need
Keep lookin' hot and cheap
Get ready to sell your soul
Get ready to sell your soul
Get ready to sell your soul
Pose for another photo
Get ready to sell your soul
Tits and ass and innuendo
C’mon baby give em what you got
Everybody wants a money shot
C’mon baby give em what they need
Keep lookin' hot and cheap
You think you’re different
But you’re all the same
You got the body
But you got no brains
You’re just an image
At the end of the day
Huh, got nothing to say
Get ready to shoot yourself
Get ready to shoot yourself
Get ready to shoot yourself
Pose for another photo
Get ready to shoot yourself
Tits and flash and lots of ego
C’mon baby give em what you got
Everybody wants a money shot
C’mon baby give em what they need
Keep lookin' hot and cheap
C’mon baby give em what you got
Everybody wants a money shot
C’mon give em everything they want
You’re everything I’m not
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6. |
Abusing The Muse
03:26
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ABUSING THE MUSE
I've had enough of all this pressure
This heavy cross has got me bruised
There is no God, prophet or scripture
That is more sacred than the truth
Tonight I testify
Testify
And you've got no excuse
No excuse
I won't apologize
No apologies
When I abuse my muse
I will defy your sense of righteous
Your indignation of my words
Sanctify you with my honesty
I get so holy it hurts
Tonight I testify
Testify
And you've got no excuse
No excuse
I won't apologize
No apologies
When I abuse my muse
How can I exorcise my Demons
Without my true confessions
Rants and revelations
How will I get to heaven
I will condemn your acts of hate
And criticize your arrogance
I will offend your book of faith
And publicize your ignorance
Tonight I testify
Testify
And you've got no excuse
No excuse
I won't apologize
No apologies
When I abuse my muse
Tonight I testify
Testify
Speak my mind
Testify
Testify
Testify
Hold my hand up high
I won't apologize
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7. |
La Ciudad
04:11
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LA CIUDAD
I walk without flinching
Through this burning aftermath
Hollywood is on fire again
A sign something is about to happen
I can hear the bell ring
In the distance
Death is upon us
These streets are lined with lies
LA’s an ugly face
That wears a good disguise
This town has lost it’s shine
The hills have desperate eyes
I breathe without feeling
The sweet scent of regret in the air
Too close for comfort
Too far to care
I can hear the warm winds
Blow through the trees
And something tells me
It’s time to leave
These streets are lined with lies
LA’s an ugly face
That wears a good disguise
This town has lost it’s shine
The hills have desperate eyes
This town has lost it’s shine
The hills have desperate eyes
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in again
Face down
On the motherfucking pavement
The walls are closing in
The walls are closing in again
I can feel the heat
And six degrees of separation
This town has lost it’s shine
The hills have desperate eyes
This town has lost it’s shine
The hills have desperate eyes
La Ciudad de la Ruina
La Ciudad de la Ruina
La Ciudad de la Ruina
La Ciudad de la Ruina
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8. |
Suicide Tuesday
03:14
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SUICIDE TUESDAY
A broken heart seems much too heavy
It's time to rest
Carried it around so long
Can't feel my chest
Baptize my body
And wash away these thoughts of doubt
Bring back that feeling
Of which I can’t be without
Here I sit in aftermath
But I’ve got more to give
Tuesday feels like suicide
But I just wanna live
Heavy is a heart that breaks
It’s time to mend
Put it back together
Cause it’s not time to end
Repent my sins
And ask forgiveness for my fear
Bring back that feeling
That had almost disappeared
Here I sit in aftermath
But I’ve got more to give
Tuesday feels like suicide
But I just wanna live
Here I sit in aftermath
But I’ve got more to give
Tuesday feels like suicide
But I just wanna live
True Friends
Stab you in the front
Not the back motherfuckers
Like you did to us
True Friends
stab you in the front
Not the back motherfuckers
Like you did to us
Here I sit in the aftermath
Here I sit in the aftermath
Here I sit in the aftermath
And after all is said and done
I’m coming back
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9. |
Saviourself
03:46
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SAVIOURSELF
Desperation looks so good
She could smell a mile away
Christ died for someone’s sins
And he’s buried in LA
Check your ego
Cause you’re no hero
Sincerity still seems so vulgar
When it comes from you
Saviourself
Better save yourself
Pretend to be her Jesus
Inside that mound of Venus
Resurrection feels so good
Throw a party to celebrate
Don't need you to kill my buzz
You'd rather go home anyway
Check your ego
Cause you’re no hero
Sold out everything
You ever said and did
When you knew us
Saviourself
Better save yourself
Pretend to be her Jesus
Inside that mound of Venus
Saviourself
Better save yourself
You’re just another Judas
And just like everyone else
Hey Mister remember me
I’m the one with the sharp tongue
Got it crucified in my cheek
Drinkin whiskey shotgun
Did you suffer much on that cross
When you lost all your passion
Well I guess it’s true what they say
Friendship is a fashion
Saviourself
Better save yourself
Pretend to be her Jesus
Inside that mound of Venus
Saviourself
Better save yourself
You’re just another Judas
And just like everyone else
The God of my rock
Only in him will I trust
He is my shield
My salvation
Can I get a witness
My one true savior from violence
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10. |
Malediction
03:58
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MALEDICTION
The city of angels is filled with apparitions
Ghosts, musicians and politicians
All waiting to shake your hand
But they’ll stab you in the back baby
Just as quick as they can
They got attitudes
Cool moves and hidden agendas
Hear me when I say
Trust no one
Cause you just might live to regret it
Someday
Let us pray
I’m coming down from the pain
Those righteous lies I heard you say
But I refuse to speak your name in vain
I think its better that way
Too many words were said
This malediction is inside my head
Jesus wept
You made you’re bed
And now you’ll lie in it.
Each day goes by with my regret
I never wanted to believe you could
I can't pretend it’s all good
Too many words were said
This malediction is inside my head
Enshrined inside of my mind
Is how I bury my dead
How does it feel to be redeemed
After you lost your faith
You were pathetic
When you prayed
Just begging to be saved
The Judas left
Our resurrection
Had to be your death
I won’t forgive or forget
Too many words were said
This malediction is inside my head
Enshrined inside of my mind
Is how I bury my dead
How does it feel to be redeemed
After you lost your faith
You were pathetic
When you prayed
Just begging to be saved
I’ll never split that piece of wood
Never lift that stone
But I will be the one
Who collects that pound of flesh
You owe…me
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11. |
Repose
03:09
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REPOSE
I gave you all of me
I gave the whole thing
I wanted you to be
Something that I can't explain
I gave you good fights
I gave you loyalty
I treated you like
You were most important to me
You've always been my sweet obsession
My religion and relationship
I never let nobody come between us
The one thing that I cannot quit
Please pray for the
Repose of my soul
Please pray for the
Repose of my soul
You needed my time
You wanted my life
You had me working for you
Everyday and all night
You took advantage
You did some damage
You let me do it all
And trusted me to manage
You've always been my
Sweet obsession
My religion and relationship
I never let nobody come between us
The one thing that I cannot quit
Please pray for the
Repose of my soul
Please pray for the
Repose of my soul
I need some time to get away
Calmness and tranquility
Freedom from worry
And peace of mind
Cause I don't want to
Leave it all behind
You've always been my
Sweet obsession
My religion and relationship
I never let nobody come between us
The one thing that I cannot quit
Please pray for the
Repose of my soul
Please pray for the
Repose of my soul
Every blessing ignored
Becomes a curse
Every blessing ignored
Becomes a curse
Every blessing ignored
Becomes a curse
Every blessing ignored
Becomes a curse
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12. |
Turned Out
04:24
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TURNED OUT
Your eyes they wanna cry for me
Don't make me wanna die for you
Your arms that wanna wrap around me
Your eyes they wanna cry for me
Don't make me wanna die for you
Your arms that wanna wrap around me
Don't make me wanna hang around you
Your bleeding heart that wants to bleed me
Can't make me think
I want or need you
And it's no wonder anymore
That I don't wonder anymore
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
You tell me you're my friend
You say I know you
I'll trust you just as far
As I can throw you
Now I don't know you
I know my enemies
They show themselves to me
With honest eyes
They hate my guts
But at least it's the truth
I'll trust them just as far as I can
Throw them off a roof
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm no stranger to kindness
I never missed the fist
That kissed my face
I'm no stranger to cheapness
I never came to love
The push and shove
Steel, glass-eyed cities
Crack dirty smiles
When they see me
Open their filthy
Arms to greet me
I don't know if they wanna
Kiss or kill me
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
I've been turned out
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I've been turned out
Yeah....
I've been turned out
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13. |
Deathknell
03:51
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DEATHKNELL
Faithful are the wounds
When they’re from a friend
Harbinger of the end
Hour of redemption
Sitting here tonight
In our earthly paradise
Thinking about all those
Who have come in and out of our life
Our beautiful house built of blood
Sweat and rock
If only these walls could talk
Hold my hand
Stretched to infinity
And filled with memories
Walk with me
Down this dark hallway together
In all that we have weathered.
I can hear the bell ring
Somewhere in the distance
And deep within myself
I know that this too shall pass
I can hear the rain outside
The streets wet with regret
How easy it is to remember
How hard it is to forget
Old photographs
Are burned into ash
Let us toast
The ghosts of our past
Come for me
And comfort me
In this moment of memories
In remembrance
These lovely bones of metaphors
Are the exquisite corpse of friendship
I can hear the bell ring
Somewhere in the distance
And deep within myself
I know that this too shall pass
Let us remember this feeling
As we sit in front of our home
For this house that we built
We built it alone
10 years strong
With heart
Soul and pride
They tried to kill us
But we have survived
I can hear the bell ring
Somewhere in the distance
And deep within myself
I know that this too shall pass
I can hear the bell ring
Somewhere in the distance
And deep within myself
I know that this too shall pass
In the end
We will continue to do what we do
Without them
But never, me without you
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