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The Horror Of Beauty

by MY RUIN

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Stage Fright 01:18
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MADE TO MEASURE I was born like this, with hips like this Lips like this and wrists like this Legs like this and arms like this A fist like this to hit you with, now You're like school on Sunday You ain't got no class You keep running your mouth But...you can kiss my ass Not made to measure baby One size does not fit all I will not be the one You make to take the fall Not made to measure baby One size does not fit all I will not be the one You make to take the fall I got the curves to fear Got the words to feel When I scream I've heard them say I've got the voice to heal You don't need to be sorry You don't need to be saved You just need to be proud of The body that God gave Not made to measure baby One size does not fit all I will not be the one You make to take the fall Not made to measure baby One size does not fit all I will not be the one You make to take the fall Listen to me say Yeah I'm so fat, I'm fucked up I'm so skinny, I'm sick I'm tired of the magazines Talking that bullshit I'm not fat, you're fucked up I'm not skinny, you're sick I'm just tired of the critics Who keep talking that bullshit Yeah I was born like this With eyes like this Teeth like this and thighs like this A face like this, a waist like this And when I die, I'll die like this, now You're like school on Sunday You ain't got no class You keep running your mouth But...I just might kick your ass Not made to measure baby One size does not fit all I will not be the one You make to take the fall Not made to measure baby One size does not fit all I will not be the one You make to take the fall Let me hear you say Yeah You're so fat, you're fucked up You're so skinny, you're sick You're so tired of the magazines Talking that bullshit You're not fat or fucked up You're not skinny or sick You're just tired of the critics Who keep talking that bullshit Now what Now what Now what What you gonna say Next time you see us Now what Now what Now what What you gonna say Next time you see me
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AMERICAN PSYCHO This is not an exit This is not an exit I need to feel something American psycho My confession means nothing Abandon all hope Ye who enter here Premeditated, calculated I can smell the fear Don't try to tell the truth Just black and blue your eyes Graphic signs of beauty I've become what I despise Leaned into the light Now I'm crucified Flesh, blood, teeth Not lies Later that night Is how the story goes Rent, rewind, return my videos This is not an exit This is not an exit I need to feel something American psycho My confessions means nothing American psycho Nothing American psycho This is no attempt To preempt my own death I won't kill myself And I'm not taking requests The machine has left me scarred Scared of it's insanity I've burned to many bridges To pretend to be Holy Honesty is ugly So we don't have a deal Flesh, blood, tongue I'm real Later that night Is how the story goes Rent, rewind, return my videos This is not an exit This is not an exit I need to feel something American psycho My confessions means nothing American psycho Nothing American psycho No matter how profane Sacred or insane Painfully preoccupied It's always still the same The killer is inside of me Don't try to take my life I've buried all my hatchets But I've sharpened my knives What Fuck This is not an exit This is not an exit I need to feel something American psycho My confessions means nothing American psycho Nothing American psycho This is not an exit
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Spitfire 02:37
SPITFIRE I put my trust in you And you betrayed me Took what I gave you And fucking raped me But you can't kill me It's not that easy I'm still standing Still breathing Spitfire Spit hate Spit all the shit you talk Right back in your face I spit liars Spit names Spit truth And my song remains the same I gave you faith When none believed you Barely escaped But who deceived who You tried to guilt me With things you'd tell me You didn't build me You can't sell me Spitfire Spit hate Spit all the shit you talk Right back in your face I spit liars Spit names Spit truth And my song remains the same Small man, big mouth Small man, big mouth Yeah Fuck your label Spitfire Spit hate Spit all the shit you talk Right back in your face I spit liars Spit fakes Spit truth And the war remains the same Small man, big mouth Misogynistic Small man, big mouth Chauvinistic Small man, big mouth Small man, big mouth You suck
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BURN THE WITCH I see her coming Filled in her disease Don't bother running She sees me Her smile is thick So sick there ain't no cure I never wanna be just like her Burn Burn the witch I watch her leave Still filled with her disease Don't give a fuck what she thinks Her hands are clean But no one here believes So full of shit That she stinks Burn Burn the witch Burn Burn the bitch The antithesis to everything she is The enemy, I am her nemesis This ugliness will stick and linger So I just focus on my middle finger Burn Burn the witch Burn Burn the witch I see her coming I see her, I see her I see her coming Burn the witch I see her running I see her, I see her I see her running Burn that witch
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RADIO SILENCE Defamation of character On a certain demographic Pro-user friendly Team pornographic Superficial substance Sick narcissistic Bullshit by numbers Gone crazy Bizkit Radio silence Can't keep us quiet Radio Silence Deprogram and riot Radio silence Won't keep us quiet Radio Silence Deprogram Contrived Conviction Imitation real Candy coated wrapped up Crap mass appeal Fake angst aesthetic Insincere offensive Illegitimate false start Pop chart perspective Radio silence Can't keep us quiet Radio Silence Deprogram and riot Radio silence Won't keep us quiet Radio Silence Riot Radio Fuck radio Fuck radio Fuck Your soft rock diet Radio Fuck radio Fuck radio We will not be quiet Quiet We will not be silent Silent You can't keep us quiet
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HOT IN THE HOUSE OF GOD With a heavy heart Somebody said Let's go our separate ways Our relationship is strained In the vital stage There is a lack of confidence And you can feel our stress A need for truth Time to decide What is and is not best Faith Subject to change Forgive Far too late Fate End of your game Hot in the house of God I rage With a question left I will confess Put my mind And past to rest Termination of our trust Friendships end And this one must The time has come To make our move And we can see What we can't prove The little things That make no sense Have all built up To be immense Faith Subject to change Forgive Far too late Fate End of your game Hot in the house of God I rage Faith Subject to change Forgive Far too late Fate End of your game Hot in the house of God I rage Hot-In-The-House-Of-God Nothing's the same Everything's changed Faith Subject to change Forgive Far too late Fate End of your game Hot in the house of God I rage Faith - Subject to change Forgive - Far too late Fate - End of your game Hot in the house of...God Nothing's the same Nothing's the same For every minute you spend angry You waste sixty seconds of happiness
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Nazimova 03:18
NAZIMOVA Just get off fuckers You'll find in the mind Of a throat that's soar The beauty of horror Misunderstood By those who fear her If you listen, you will hear Nazimova Nazimova Nazimova You can speak through me Did not do what they told you to And I won't do what they tell me to Why...should I? All the saints of hate Can't save her Fuck Hollywood Cause it made her Who she was Who am I Stab me in my praying hands Nazimova Nazimova Nazimova You can't speak through me Did not do what they told you to And I won't do what they tell me to Why...should I Why...should I Stop Drop Beauty in exile Horror is in style Did not do what they told you to And I won't do what they tell me to Why...should I Did not do what they told you to And I won't do what they tell me to Why...should I Why...should I Stop
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Stinkface 02:52
STINKFACE What was I thinking When I shut my mouth Open it wide, let the shit come out What was I thinking When I shut my mouth Open it wide, let the shit come out Be my muse as I scream for you Kill my mood like you always do You're only as strong as your weakest link And your face looks like something stinks Life wrecking bitch, better turn my cheek Or shit might hit the fan this week Stinkface Stinkface Don't think you can't be replaced Stinkface Stinkface Told you twice Better be nice, be nice Who am I kidding Cause I can't pretend You don't really wanna be my friend Push me to that place I fear And we'll see who's left standing here Treat me like you treat yourself Just don't expect my respect or help Bad ass bitch, you'd better suck it up Or someone just might get fucked up Stinkface Stinkface Don't think you can't be replaced Stinkface Stinkface Told you twice And you better be, better be nice Nice What was I thinking When I shut my mouth Open it wide Let the shit come out Stinkface Stinkface Don't think you can't be replaced Stinkface Stinkface Don't think you can't be replaced Stinkface Stinkface Don't think you can't be replaced Stinkface Stinkface Told you twice And you'd better be, better be nice
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Weightless 02:36
WEIGHTLESS Talk to me Tell me I'm not skinny But you think I'm so pretty "Rockstars have to be thin I'm afraid" You wanna know How much do I weigh What Weightless You can't market me Faceless So blind you can't see Showcasing We played for your ego That follows me Wherever we go Fuck you Weightless You can't market me Faceless So blind you can't see Whats my size Whats my shape Look at me I am raped Not anorexic Or heroin chic I'm no waif model Cause I fucking eat Weightless You can't market me Faceless So blind you can't see Me Insincerity Insecurity No integrity There's no purity I will not apologize For scaring you You are everything Wrong with America
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Bravenet 06:27
BRAVENET Let me introduce myself In case we've never met An exorcism of the throat For those who crave burlesque Erotic screams Are drowned in dreams But I'm still wide awake The central nervous system Of my heart will always ache So cut my mouth And stitch my lips I swear, I'll never cry Undress my breath Strip my voice And write another lie The cult of everything you need Will lead you down the path And I will promise not to read Just promise not to ask Come get a piece of me Is that what you want Rip me apart until I bleed Because it's all my fault Come take your piece of me If that's all that you want Cut out my tongue So I can't speak And then you can talk About me It's true I've made some enemies Cause honesty is my vice I won't pretend to be your friend Cause I'm just not that nice Described as everything you said I warned you not to come But if I don't live up to what you thought I'm still the one It's all the little things I've done And all the things you say If you are so afraid of me Then stay the fuck away So high my skin is white and now My eyes have turned to black Tongue is numb from all the drugs Thank God I Can't react Come get a piece of me If that what you want Rip me apart And watch me bleed Because it's all my fault Come take your piece of me If that's all that you want Cut out my tongue So I can't speak And then you can talk about me About me About me About me So full of hate You waste my time On words that make me tense I'll be the one to take the blame The first one to confess So throw your stones And bruise my face But you can't take my faith I'd rather die than turn what's sacred Into something safe Come get a piece of me Is that what you want Rip me apart and let me bleed Because it's all my fault Come take your piece of me If that's all that you want Cut out my tongue So I can't speak And then you can talk And then you can talk And then you can talk And then you can And then you can And then you can talk If you feel the need to go there Then we can go there but if not I suggest you step back Before we have a misunderstanding
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TEN MINUTES TO HOLLYWOOD Dear Mr "Your Name Here" Don't think we'll forget How you just managed to Be so full of shit It's just another day in L.A. Just another day, so I'll say It's just another day in L.A. Hollywood is so fake Tell us lies We believe you Close our eyes We won't see you Take our lives If you need to Suck us dry Let us feed you Daddy dearest With your band You really had us fooled But you proved that with a doubt Bitches rule the world It's just another day in L.A. It's just another day, so I'll say It's just another day in L.A. Hollywood is so fake Tell us lies We believe you Close our eyes We won't see you Take our lives If you need to Suck us dry Let us feed you Bury us in all your Fabricated little schemes Calculated to be nothing Like what it all seems Slander everything we stand for We won't compromise And we promise that this revolution Won't be televised Why Would You Pretend to be on our side Then publicize your lies When we learned the truth Then we were forced to recognize It's just another day in L.A. It's just another day, so I'll say It's just another day in L.A. Hollywood is so fake Tell us lies We believe you Close our eyes We won't see you Take our lives If you need to Suck us dry Let us feed you Let us feed you Let us feed you
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Get Pretty 03:28
GET PRETTY Pretty girls they make friends Fake smiles that don't offend It's not hard to play pretend Then again Then again Ugly girls make enemies Just go ask the NME This is what they've said to me Said to me Said to me Get pretty Plastic parts not included Get pretty Get pretty Silicone sold separately Pretty girls they make friends Loved by every camera lens Someday all of this will end Tell me when Tell me when Ugly girls make enemies Maybe that's what's wrong with me If I'm not what you think that I should be Then what should I be Get pretty Plastic parts not included Get pretty Get pretty Silicone sold separately Get pretty Plastic parts not included Get pretty Get pretty Silicone is not on me The beauty myth is a lie Get pretty Plastic parts not included Get pretty Get pretty Silicone sold separately Get pretty Plastic parts not included Get pretty Get pretty Silicone is not on me I'm not pretty You're not pretty She's not pretty He's not pretty We're so pretty Let's get pretty Va...cunt
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Rid Of Me 04:13
RID OF ME Tie yourself to me No one else no You're not rid of me No, you're not rid of me Night and day I breathe Ha ha, hey hey You're not rid of me You're not rid of me You're not rid of me You're not rid of me I beg you, my darling Don't leave me, I'm hurting Lick my legs, I'm on fire Lick my legs, of desire Lick my legs, I'm on fire Lick my legs, of desire I'll tie your legs Keep you, against my chest Oh, you're not rid of me Yeah, you're not rid of me I'll make you lick my injuries I'm gonna twist your head off, see I'll make you lick my injuries I'm gonna twist your head off, see 'Til you say Don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you, don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you wish you Never, never met her I beg you, my darling Don't leave me, I'm bleeding I'm so lonely, above everything Above every day, I'm hurting Lick my legs I'm on fire Lick my legs of desire Lick my legs I'm on fire Lick my legs of desire You're not rid of me You're not rid of me I'll make you lick my injuries I'm gonna twist your head off, see I'll make you to lick my injuries I'm gonna twist your head off, see 'Til you say Don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you, don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you, don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you, don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you, don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you, don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you, don't you wish you Never, never met her Don't you, don't you wish you Never, never met her Lick my legs I'm on fire Lick my legs of desire Lick my legs, I'm on fire Lick my legs of desire

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◄| The Horror Of Beauty / Press Quotes |►

"My Ruin is the rawest expression of musical catharsis ever witnessed."

- Joshua Sindell | Kerrang!
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"This band, for all it's darkhearted aggression is purporting positive and empowering messages, particularly for young women who yearn to break away from mainstream music & mainstream attitudes toward females."

- Outburn Magazine
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"This much anticipated album is certain the lay all the rumours to rest about what My Ruin are capable of. They're back on the warpath, promising to take no prisoners with their uncompromising hooks and visceral lyrics."

- Virgin Megastore U.K.
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"Before she began spewing pure rock fury in the Los Angeles quartet My Ruin, frontwoman Tairrie B was championed by N.W.A's Eazy E as a feminist rapper and in the band Manhole. Miss B started My Ruin as a solo project in 1999 and enlisted guitarist Mick Murphy, bassist Meghan Mattox & drummer Yael the following year. My Ruin signed to Century Media Records in 2003 and sunsequently recorded the EP 'The Shape of Things to Come" and full-length 'The Horror of Beauty'. There's no rap rock here. Instead, the band channels Pantera's anger, Motorhead's swagger, and Black Sabbath's sludge, spitting out churlish riffs that hit as hard as an amped-up-ape. Tairrie B rails against our beauty obsessed pop culture with a snarl that would tear the siding off a house."

- Jeff Perlah | Revolver Magazine
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"There's just no holding Tairrie B back - the bitch has returned and this time she's really angry. 'The Horror of Beauty' is Miss B's two-fingered salute to Hollywood's perfection, the music industry and just about anyone who's ever spited her. The bloody assault is a far cry from her previous work with Tura Satana and Manhole, which sounds almost commercial in comparison; she screams, she spits, she snarls her way through 14 new tracks, including a cover of the ultimate Riot Grrl anthem ;Rid Of Me' originally performed by that other woman of angst-filled modern rock, Polly Jean Harvey. Despite all that screaming, the songs are actually very melodic. The aural partnership between Mick Murphy's doom-driven guitar licks and Yael's dirge-like drums take the edge off Tairrie's raw vocals, To call this album dark would e an understatement, to call i violent would perhaps be nearer to the mark."

- Natasha Scharf | Classic Rock Magazine
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"My Ruin has to be the best kept secret in the rock world, and their newest release 'The Horror Of Beauty' is an absolute masterpiece. Tairrie B has one of the best vocal ranges in the business, as many critics have stated she puts so many men to shame with her gut-wrenching vocals. She is in a word, awesome! With tracks like 'Made To Measure', 'Burn The Witch' and PJ Harvey cover 'Rid Of Me' she showcases her lyrical arrangements and her outstanding vocal abilities with axe master Mick Murphy ripping the cords that send shivers up and down your spine."

- Maximum Rock
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"My Ruin are back and this time it's personal. This album details every emotion that the band have been through over the last couple of years. It's raw, it's angry and it's taking no prisoners. Thereason the bulk of the female fans love them so much is due to the fact that Tairrie B isn't scared to speak her mind. This message couldn't be clearer then in 'Made To Measure', 'Weightless' and 'Get Pretty' - songs that scream female empowerment and tells anyone who doesn't like it to fuck off. But it;s a blessing that we have this album at all. If it was up to the band's last label, Spitfire - we wouldn't have a track of the same name. My Ruin make it very clear their disgust and anger at them and don't hold back. This continues with 'Radio Silence'. dealing with the lack of support they've had to deal with over the years and those people who have tried to write them off. This is My Ruin being exactly how they want to be and doing things their way by their rules. And it rocks. The sound of this album is very organic in the sense that it doesn't try to be anything other than what it is. An out and out rock record that's raw and powerful, going back to how music used to be. No fancy loops or samples and it's the best things you'll hear in a long time. Thank God for My Ruin."

- Faye Wigham | Black Velvet Magazine
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"This is an album with many messages and they are all loud and clear. 'One size does not fit all' and 'beauty is in the heart of the believer' are just a couple. This is a positive dialogue that simply shouts out to the listener that they intrinsically need to do just one thing, believe in themselves. Let's face it, this is a genre that installs a feeling of self-hatred. Rather than urging you to slash yourself up or make a goo-looking corpse, it is all very refreshing to get a different take on things. Another message is that the pen (or in this case the voice) is mightier than the sword. anybody who hears 'Spitfire' and reads between the lines will discover how they treated My Ruin and will be pretty damn shocked. Any bands considering signing to that record label would be crazy to do so after this. So in other words, job well and truly done. 'The Horror of Beauty' is massively FAT. Fat in riffs that is, and obese in rocking songs. 14 tracks of crunchy punk and stoner-fuelled blues are what you get. The opening fuzz laden bars of 'Stage Fright' furrow headlong into single 'Made To Measure' which is one of the most ballsy rock outs I have heard in a long time. 'American Psycho' has the anger building up but is interspersed by effective and even chilling spoken word passages. You only need to hear 'Spitfire' once and will be hanging on the words 'fuck your label' every future listen. 'Burn The Witch' has things simmering with a sludgy groove and mesmerizing vibe. I can't listen to this without thinking of Barbara Steele in Mario Bava's Mask Of Satan, which drenches this in a film noir hue for me.
'Radio Silence' divulges into a frenzy of riotous guitar playing and 'Hot In The House Of God' blasts with downright spiteful sentiment. There ain't no fillers, they're all damn killers. The only thing that's 'Weightless' is the song title itself. This is an impressive album that tips the scales at every twist and turn. The 6 1/2 minute 'Bravenet' unfolds like a spoken story and illustrates the fact that Tairrie B definitely has a great book inside her waiting to be written. With a parting shot and PJ Harvey cover of 'Rid Of Me' the message is enforced."

- Pete | Live 4 Metal
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"More street ready aggro-metal from Tairrie B's hate machine. We might be back in the same dark manhole, but we surely should not be complaining. Scything riffage, paint curdling vocals and balled fists for melodies are what it's all about in the confrontational world of My Ruin. After a few years away, this latest offering finds them honed and ready to engage in action. Tairrie B has been at the preface for several years now, and in that time she has never deviated from her chosen path. 'The Horror of Beauty' is unsurprisingly as good as anything she has ever done. At their best on hard driving social tirades 'Nazimova', 'radio Silence' and 'Weightless', there's little point in criticizing My Ruin for repeating the same formula when they do it to so much heart-stopping effect. Aural abuse with a conscious - long may it continue."

- Steve Beebee | Kerrang!
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"My Ruin clearly excels for two reasons which are well-written, guitar-driven anthems and a kick ass female vocalist with lots of nasty, wicked attitude and tone. The guitar tone is thick, the riffs simple yet catchy and those solos recall those sweet solos of yesteryear's hard rock. The lyrics are dark and confrontational and front-she-devil, Tairrie B has hat incredible ability to dress them up with both a dark, spoken tone and evil scream when needed. As far as female vocals in metal go, she is among the elite and her power rivals that of most men. Co production was handled by guitarist Mick Murphy, Todd Osenbaugh & Nick Raskulinecz and is absolutely stellar. I don't hesitate to recommend this CD for fans that like the style. The trouble is, My Ruin is quite original within their genre so it will come down to personal taste. I recall the feeling of thrill and aggression the first time I heard bands like White Zombie, Godsmack & Slipknot and while My Ruin sound nothing like those bands, it's a similar feeling that they conjure up."

- The Metal Observer
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"Few people, if any are aware of My Ruin frontwoman Tairrie B's humble beginnings as a gangsta rapper affiliated with the late N.W.A. founder Eazy-E but we're not 'outing' Miss B; she isn't ashamed of her past. That type of balls-out honesty translates in My Ruin's music on 'The Horror Of Beauty'. My Ruin walks the razors edge between subversive femininity and pro womanhood and 'The Horror Of Beauty' is the most dirt encrusted rock Miss B, has ever attempted, as it commences with a sludgy, Southern riff that would make Down smile in approval, then launches into a punk-sludge hybrid not unlike Motorhead.The divine Miss B throws a big middle finger to sugar 'n' spice on 'Made To Measure', 'Get Pretty' and 'Spitfire'!"

- CMJ New Music Report
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"My Ruin are the final nail in the coffin for pop-metal. Their new record 'The Horror Of Beauty' is the album the metal scene needs and deserves. Don't go into this expecting My Ruin to deliver anything other than the musical equivalent to them ramming two middle fingers right in your fucking face because you'll be sorely disappointed. From the gut-churning, rock 'n' roll rifferama of Mick Murphy, to the thumping rhythm section of Yael & Meghan, the trio provide the perfect backbone for Tairrie B's furious sermons. Each lesson in spite from the crushing 'Burn The Witch' to the breakneck 'Nazimova' sees Miss B unleashing the sort of brutal, throat-shredding performance that would shrivel the testicles of even the hardest male 'screamer'. Having said that, there is more to Tairrie B and My Ruin that just unbridled fury as the haunting, spoken word sections in 'Bravenet' reveal. Quite simply, the music industry needs role models like Tairrie B and My Ruin more than they'll ever know."

-Graham Finney | Rock Sound
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"Yeah, I know I plugged My Ruin when they fired off their 45 caliber 'The Shape Of Things To Come' EP a couple months ago, but now that things have come in the shape of the new full-length album 'The Horror Of Beauty', well...it's one of the heaviest and just plain best metal albums in years. So what am I gonna do zip my lips? It has a variety and pace. It has passion. It steals from Sabbath in ways other thieves only wish they had the chops for.
These are the only four hellions (three women, one dude) who can plant one foot in the bronto-riff past and one in the scorch throated present, and just stand there waving their middle fingers."

- Greg Burk | LA Weekly
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"The Horror of Beauty (2003) is a grander indictment of objectification and, in particular, the impossible ideals for women set by the patriarchal mass media. And, it rocks! My Ruin - 03 In the awesome “Made To Measure” Tairrie B offers advice to the women who don’t fit the type: “You don’t have to be sorry / You don’t have to be saved / You just need to be proud / Of the body that God gave.” And, in “Get Pretty”, she mocks the ones who buy into it: “Get pretty, plastic parts not included / Get pretty, get pretty / Silicone sold separately.” In “Weightless”, she rages at the oppressors: “Insincerity, insecurity, no integrity / There’s no purity / I will not apologize for scaring you / You are everything wrong with America.” But, she knows exactly who’s to blame. In “Ten Minutes to Hollywood”, she says: “Tell us lies, we believe you / Close your eyes, we won’t see you / Take our lives, if you need to / Suck us dry, let us feed you.” Other cool tracks are “Burn the Witch”, “Radio Silence” and “Rid of Me”. And, “Stage Fright” is a cool but short Black Sabbath-esque instrumental that opens the album."

- Rock Chicks Rule
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"Dude, what's bubbling out of my speakers? Deep guitars with massive riffs that have their origins in the 70s. Plus rough singing, grating and evil. And female, like ¾ of the line-up of My Ruin, the band around singer Tairrie B, former frontwoman of Manhole / Tura Satana. A kick in the ass of metal-heavy rock music, the term “stoner metal” would be apt. Back in 1999, Tairrie B created the debut “Speak & Destroy” with a few friends and musicians, a mixture of heavy metal and spoken words. A second album was released in 2000, followed by a live album from the sold-out UK tour. The Americans, My Ruin already have a few notches on their belt - because the music has something infernal about it, just like you can find in black metal. Nevertheless, the current album is a sod-deep, doom-thrashy hard rock release, which is accompanied by a female devil singing/screaming. My Ruin rock so freshly and powerfully on "The Horror Of Beauty" (Century Media). The raw sound does the rest to give this album an explosiveness that you rarely hear. Brutal yes, uncontrollably no - as the front woman's previous bands were so often accused of. She sounds variable vocally today, varied and dark like everything about this work. - Great & cinematic!"

- Burn Yours Ears | Germany
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"Former Tura Satana/Manhole frontwoman Tairrie B has been on the road with her project My Ruin for a few years now. She started it as a solo project and developed into a solid band structure, which of course was reflected musically. My Ruin are more focused than ever with their new album 'The Horror Of Beauty'. The industrial excursions and spoken word contributions were shelved. Instead, they let it rock almost constantly, and really hard. You take classic Black Sabbath riffs as a foundation, let it groove a little more modernly here, doom a little darker there and add a lot of snot rock attitude on top (listen to 'Made To Measure' in this regard). Add to that Tairrie B's vocals, which you can't even get a hint of melody from, and you get a pretty coherent, ass-kicking doom rock metal sound. Tairrie's vocal style with the sharp screams and spoken words are skillful, but of course not for everyone (and certainly intended). At least the sexy, breathy words, like on the more subdued bouncer 'Rid Of Me' or the heavy doom reels 'Burn The Witch' and 'Bravenet', offer the necessary counterpoint. In addition, the tight and flexible band around Tairrie, especially guitarist Mick Murphy, who comes up with a few cool sludge metal parts and Pantera-esque riffs, is able to compensate. Conclusion: Definitely the best thing My Ruin have achieved so far. Thumbs up."

- Metal.de | Germany
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"Tairrie B. is one pissed-off person. Her lyrics are far from subtle ('misogynistic…chauvinistic…small man, big mouth” on 'Spitfire') and are filled with rage and anger. The musicianship behind Tairrie B.’s vocals is impressive. Guitarist Mick Murphy was obviously schooled in the rock of the 1970s as his riffs are pure arena rock. The star of My Ruin though is Tairrie B. on vocals. She must have chain-smoked Camels, shot gunned Jack Daniels and gargled Javex to attain the voice she has. Her deep growl is equal parts Lemmy Kilmister of Motorhead and Morgan Lander from Kittie. Pretty it ain’t but it suits the lyrics and music perfectly. The real standout tracks on 'The Horror Of Beauty' are 'Made To Measure', “Burn The Witch” and 'Hot In The House Of God'. 'M2M' is catchy as hell and features some pretty telling lyrics about a dust-up she had with a critic from Metal Hammer Magazine and the ideal image of women in general. 'Burn The Witch' has a cool, down tuned guitar and fuzzed-out bass line that really grabbed me. 'Hot In The House Of God' features a great vocal delivery and a killer intro. My Ruin is unable to be classified within a specific genre. They are punk. They are metal. They are hardcore. They are rock. In other words, many different influences come out in their music. Parallels have been drawn between My Ruin and Kittie but in all fairness, they were doing this while Kittie was still learning to play their instruments. If rage and vitriol are what you crave, 'The Horror Of Beauty' will satisfy your hunger."

- Metal-Rules
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" Rapper-turned-groove metaller Tairrie B. was an underground style icon of the nu-metal period, but her band My Ruin was always two steps too hard for rock radio. That said, 'Hot In The House of God' is proof that she deserved plenty of respect in sludge and stoner circles. The track starts with a cinder block riff and never lets up pounding the crap out of the listener. A sweaty, ugly headbanging anthem if there ever was one."

- Metal Sucks |

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released October 20, 2003

Lyrics & Vocals - Tairrie B
Guitar - Mick Murphy
Bass - Meghan Mattox
Drums - Yael

Tracks 1,2,3,4,7,10,11,12,13 &14
Produced & Mixed by Mick Murphy & Todd Osenbaugh
Tracks 1,2,3,4,7,10,11,12,13 &14
Recorded @ Deadzone Studios - Hollywood, Ca.

Tracks 5,6,8 & 9 Produced & Mixed by Nick Raskulinecz
Tracks 5,6,8 & 9 Recorded @ Sound City Studios - Van Nuys, Ca.

Mastered by Roger Lian @ Master Disc - New YorkMotorhead

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