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Throat Full Of Heart

by MY RUIN

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READY FOR BLOOD Daughters of Mara Cast this net into the shallow Drag the water Personalities so hollow Underneath the surface Cowards tell their tales of woe Count your casualties so clever Nothing stays buried forever Tell your god to ready for blood Words will be your own demise Tell your god to ready for blood Loyalty is just a lie Drag the water Trust in those that we can see Daughters of Mara Recognize my enemies Forgive our trespasses Keep our conscious clean Let me give your last words to the devil Nothing stays buried forever Tell your god to ready for blood Words will be your own demise Tell your god to ready for blood Loyalty is just a lie Time heals everything Except this hatred in my heart Friendships that can cease were never true I'd rather be feared than be loved Tell your god to ready for blood Stay the fuck away from us Tell your god to ready for blood Tell your god we've had enough Learn who is real Recount them at a later date Burn Hollywood burn All those that are so fake Sleep deprived me Of impulsiveness to lie Now I send condolences To those that we watched die No good deed goes unpunished In the end I won't remember Words of enemies Just the silence of those Who claimed to be friends of me Desecrated memories Became a blessing in disguise It took a brutal language To open up my fucking eyes
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MEMENTO MORI Remember you are mortal Remember you will die Within this moment of truth You must prove yourself divine And when salvation comes The water always rises The Devil hides his face And smiles in his disguises No mercy, pity or love All pray in their distress And in our garden of delight There is no forgiveness No mercy, pity or love Your hero she will burn Time flies among the roses Infected by the worm O kind and most sweet Jesus The day of the dead has passed They question our existence For nothing ever lasts Irreverent with regret There is a howling storm The angel fell from grace And now her halo's filled with thorns No mercy, pity or love All pray in their distress And in our garden of delight There is no forgiveness No mercy, pity or love Your hero she will burn Time flies among the roses Infected by the worm Ore para nosotros Ore para nosotros All my precious wounds will leak From this prophecy I speak Pierce my arms and my feet Cast myself down on my knees Through repentance she is saved From her sins and hate within Memento mori Hope and sentiments of faith Benevolent and safe Memento mori Ore para nosotros Ore para nosotros
3.
Skeleton Key 03:51
SKELETON KEY Got her photo with her Christ And his autograph tonight Kissed his lips and held his hand Told her friends she's with the band Mister innocent I'm sure She's too young and immature Sincerity is the new vulgarity Come on baby you don't wanna be that nice Sell yourself for any price Sacrifice your self-respect You're just dying to connect Look at all the pretty whores Pick the one who will be yours Say those lines you've memorized Be like all the other guys Mister innocent I'm sure She's too dumb and insecure Sincerity is the new vulgarity Come on baby You don't wanna be that nice Sell yourself for any price Sacrifice your self-respect You're just dying to connect Put your voodoo on her Don't be so superstitious Put your voodoo on her Your words are so delicious Put your voodoo on her Don't be so superstitious Put your voodoo on her Remember hide the mirrors Ink your signature into her skin You just want to be wanted When you smile you are so sweet Let's pretend that I'm naive Close my eyes and I can't see Where I've got my tongue in cheek Let it run its course and you'll be redeemed Open every door for your self-esteem, Got your skeleton key and it's safe to say Everyone is starved for attention these days
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ME WITHOUT YOU If we can't trust another and the night won't let us sleep Will all the pills I take each day still keep me on my feet With every friend we make we make another enemy But when all is said and all is done It's only you and me you and me Yesterday has come and gone There is no looking back Tomorrow we will smile The past is just the past Now the sun has started shining And we're back where we belong And everything just feels right But I know it could go wrong If we trust so easy All these friends that come and go So promise that you won't forget Remember what we know What we know Yesterday has come and gone There is no looking back Tomorrow we will smile The past is just the past Today we wash our hands And all our sins are so clean Don't you know we've grown tired Of always wondering For every story that is told Another one is kept But when the truth is finally spoke Then we'll see who's left Yesterday has come and gone There is no looking back Today we smile and we laugh The past is just the past
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RELIGIOSITY Through the eyes of vanity Chaos and anarchy You come to me With open arms still needing Have lamb, will martyr Have lamb, will slaughter Let me lay my hands upon you And bring you to your knees Religiosity Dedication and belief Your God can't help you now Curiosity There is no relief My God is empty now Through the eyes of vanity The years of sanity I come to you With open wounds still bleeding Have lamb, will martyr Have lamb, will slaughter Lay yourself upon me baby And bring me to my knees Religiosity Dedication and belief My God can't help me now Curiosity There is no relief Your God is empty now Obscene dirt worshiping heathens flock To the Judas like flies on shit The only way to get rid of the pain Is just to live through it And we are punished For having no regrets And we are banished By those who bought into it If knowing is cognition And feeling is effect Then doing is behavior What comes next Through the eyes of greed and lust You never wanted to believe in us Is it a love of lying Or is it fear of dying Does it really matter If no one bothers trying And in the aftermath When there is nothing left Will everyone just go away when everything has been said The road to perdition Is paved with good intentions The road to salvation Is lined with your obsessions
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SLIDE YOU THE HORN Are you ready Come on, yeah Come on baby cause we're going down Tearing up this whole damn town Light it up and take a hit Come alive and shake that shit Here we go, we're at it again Living fast yeah sin after sin Been held down for way too long Come over here while I slide you the horn! It's a crazy little party town Flying high 'til we hit the ground Come on honey let's tie one on Keep it going to the break of dawn, yeah Here we go, we're at it again Living fast, sin after sin Been held down for way too long Come over here While I slide you the horn Slide it Yeah...you're going down baby Oooh...driving me crazy Nobody can save me Can't fight it Know you gotta slide it yeah Oooh yeah A little whisky is all we need Some uncle Jack from Tennessee So come on baby let me see you shake You're going down While we Pick Up The Snake Here we go, we're at it again Living fast, yeah sin after sin Been held down for way too long Come over here While I slide you the horn...yeah You're going down baby Oooh...driving me crazy Nobody can save me Can't fight it Know you gotta slide it...yeah Oh yeah Here we go rock hard fast Die young stay pretty You know it won't last, no way
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NOT THIS TIME You leave a dirty trail So obvious like the rest But it's easy to find you When you're living way out west Don't cut your mouth on a sharp tongue Better watch out what you say I'm not so nice today It hasn't gone away yet And I’m not going nowhere So you better get used to it It's all good and fake Distance keeps you safe There's six degrees of no space Good try but not this time Mediocre fits you perfect And I’m so amused to hear it But I’ll never buy your bullshit Just like I will never fear it Keep kissing ass, shaking hands Be careful where you play I'm not so nice today It hasn't gone away yet And I’m not going nowhere So you better get used to it It's all good and fake Distance keeps you safe There's six degrees of no space Good try but not this time Your life like your mind Feeds all your lies It's been a long time coming Long time coming And I’m so glad I went with My instincts and did this While they all think you're perfect So we must have deserved it But I know quite different So I will rid myself of words Which I have held hostage In memory of a girl Your opinion who asked for it Considering all that you've said The never ending shit talking Will never be forgotten It's all good and fake Distance keeps you safe There's six degrees of no space Good try but not this time Your life like your mind Feeds all your lies No...not this time No...not this time No...not this time I cut the ties that bind You...keep playing the martyr You...keep playing the martyr You...keep playing the martyr Good try but not this time
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Dragon Steel 03:19
DRAGON STEEL Hey boy, keep talking You watch and we'll keep rockin' Got the ego but ya got no heart Got all dressed up And couldn't play the part Your friends, you keep em Don't know them And we didn't wanna meet em Keep it going but you ain't for real You ain't nothing but dragon steel! Put the hammer down Gonna ride right over you now Put the hammer down Gonna ride Gonna ride right over Put the hammer down Gonna ride right over you now Put that hammer down Hey boy, you want it Can't get it but you know we've got it Happened so fast that it must be fate One day you're here next day replaced Your face, two sided We know you And you know you can hide it Keep it going but you ain't for real You ain't nothing but Dragon Steel Put the hammer down Gonna ride right over you now Put the hammer down Gonna ride Gonna ride right over Put the hammer down Gonna ride right over you now Put that hammer down You look so bloated In your self-important fame They see your photos But nobody knows your name Take your dumb blonde cocaine whore Feed her lies and sell her more Tell your family that you're fine Work that door and do your time Put the hammer down Gonna ride right over you now. Put the hammer down Gonna ride Gonna ride motherfucker Put the hammer down Gonna ride right over you now Put that hammer down You're just a mouth That's talking loud You're just a mouth talking You're just a mouth That's talking loud You're just a mouth talking Karma Karma Karma Look how far that pendulum's swung now... Bitch
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NOTHING IS SACRED I know you think you know me From all of the magazines Everybody loves a good comeback story But that's really not my scene I don't wanna be the one you love You'll just hate me, again next month Let's not pretend, that we are friends I don't wanna shake your hand Your ego speaks so fluent But your words are just so passé And you know I knew you'd do it I wouldn't have it any other way Now you're coming into my home Let me kill two birds with one stone It's gonna take much more than your pen To write me off again This is the art of screaming There's nothing sacred here You'd better sort your demons And find out what you fear If everything I say offends you Maybe you should go back to church I've got a lot of enemies, true But that's because I hated them first So let me pray for rock You keep praying to God The Devil's on his way And he can't be stopped We're all gonna die So cover your wrists And lord have mercy on my lips This is the art of screaming There's nothing sacred here You'd better sort your demons And find out what you fear This is the art of breathing It's all or nothing here It's time to face your mirror And find the one you fear
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THROUGH THE WOUND Wide awake, I watch As the sun comes up The break of day is not enough Was I really dead And I remember how I felt This time last year Wonder will it disappear Somethings gotta give Never let go of that Fiery sadness Throat full of heart Mouth of madness By mistake I swallow another pill Bittersweet is such a thrill Try to feel alive And I forget All the pain just goes away Wish that I could sleep all day Disconnect myself Never let go of that Fiery sadness Throat full of heart Mouth of madness Is it better to defeat this monster Be secure in the silence Or to be devoured Devoured And when I stand before you At the end of this Will I have enough guts to love Those little slices of my death Never let of that Fiery sadness Never let go of that Fiery sadness And I would rather have Eyes that can't see Ears that can’t hear Lips that can't speak. Than a heart which no longer can beat This strange melancholy pervades me At which I hesitate To give the grave And that beautiful name of My life On the other side of the scars The way out is Through the wound On the other side of the scars The way out is Through the wound Courage doesn't always roar Sometimes courage Is that little voice At the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow

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◄| Throat Full Of Heart / Press Quotes |►

"This is rock and roll for the soul. The passion is palpable."

- Rock Propaganda 101
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"Iconic female fronted hate metal crew back from the dead once more. One after the other they come. each track an unsubtle battering ram. If you expected a sedative dosed Tairrie B to sound less than lethal following her recovery from a horrific car accident, think again. My ruin don't do anything by halves. It's all or nothing and you'll either love or hate this fearsome return. We'll bet the former."

- Steve Beebee | Kerrang!
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"Tairrie B has got a lot of anger ready to spit out on her listeners, so it’s time for a brand new album. Ten new songs will tear down your bedroom walls. Forty minutes of aggressive excitement will certainly please the blackest souls out there. A great opportunity to escape from the normal day to day life. 'Me Without You' and opener 'Ready For Blood' have got the perfect recipe for another successful MY RUIN album. Loud riffs developed from the early BLACK SABBATH era, topped with the ultra aggressive vocal chords by Tairrie B herself. 'Religiosity' is quite heavy and it ends like VINNIE VINCENT’s “Invasion”, only shorter. While in 'Slide You the Horn', the band reminds me of CATHEDRAL. And in 'Not This Time', the fury is unleashed to the max. 'Dragon Steel' is a mighty fine title for a true metal anthem and I can tell you that this is one of the best songs on the album with Tairrie in a leading role. Religion is the main theme here, but MY RUIN is definitely not a religious band. They just use religion as an outlet for writing lyrics. 'Nothing Is Sacred' says it all in a way. The CD closes with 'Through The Wound' - a black as night, doomy piece, that rounds off this magnificent new release in a perfect way. This new album will definitely appeal to black souled doomsters with an open mind for aggressive, screaming vocals by the queen of screamo herself, Miss Tairrie B. Mick Murphy is Tairrie’s partner-in-crime and he’s definitely a hot guitar player. Just listen to the steaming licks and groovy rhythms, he laid down on this album. With this album, you also get a bonus DVD, featuring two video clips for “Ready For Blood” and “Religiosity”, as well as some behind the scene footage. Grab this opportunity, while you can!"

- Metal Maidens
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"Most of the screaming vocals on TFOH were recorded with Miss B quite literally in agony, her raw arm bandaged and slung up. The result is more brutal but surprisingly more upbeat than anything My Ruin have done before - and that includes the blistering doom vibes of 2005's 'A Brutal Language'. A hefty dose of Southern rock, an unforgiving slab of hardcore and more hard rocking melodies than you can shake a stick at. For anyone who thought My Ruin were just another generic female-fronted metal band, stick 'TFOH' in your player and prepare to be surprised. From the opening thunder of 'Ready For Blood' to the sudden ending of 'Through The Wound' this band just gets better and better."

- Natasha Scharf | Metal Hammer U.K.
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"My Ruin have delivered their most brutal and uncompromising songs yet."

- Hard Rock House
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"My Ruin is the Great White Shark of metal. Purveyors of the deadliest of purpose powered by an almost robotic sense of tunnel vision. Undeterred by outside opinions or social influences, you can be guaranteed they will follow their mission to the inevitable conclusion. That coda is the expulsion of music from their creative well sources. My Ruin doesn't just like to indulge in some tearing and shredding. They HAVE to. Their very DNA dictates that. You are more than welcome to join them. You also have the option to oppose them. Just stay the f**k out of their way. You see, with every new record, the band becomes like a prize fighter locked in a gym pumping weights all day. Muscle builds on muscle until the fighting machine is an unstoppable force. My Ruin's new CD Throat Full of Heart is a nuclear right hook that combines the culmination of years of experience along with their unquenchable thirst for release through the power of metal. The band's centerpiece, Tairrie B, howls with a fury that dwarfs all her previous efforts, no doubt pistol-whipped by the pain of the injury suffered from a serious car accident during recording. As always, the intimate nature of the lyrics draws in their followers like parishioners to the church of Tairrie B, and the minister does not disappoint. Throat Full of Heart is a convincing case study in overcoming adversity and coming out on top. There is an old saying, "What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger." That is amply evident on this record. It's tough to imagine My Ruin sounding any better than this."

- Morley Seaver | Anti Music
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"Musically this is an album of crunching riffs which show to be more than Sabbath-style metal with a few flashier solos. Vocally though, the young lady providing the words, one Tairrie B , is very much an acquired taste. Certainly a very forceful frontwoman. She shouts, screams and rants her words out in a style that makes Brian Johnson sound like Sinatra and sees her a potential candidate for a sponsorship from Strepsils lozenges. With that said, it has a ferocity in the singing that Dickenson or Dio can't deliver."

- Bill Leslie | PeaceManDog
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"Just as My Ruin were due to go in to the studio to record their latest album, Throat Full of Heart, vocalist Tairrie B was involved in a very serious car accident that almost lost her her arm and her life. With ‘Through the Wound’ claiming that, “On the other side of the scars, the way out is through the wound”, the raw emotion is clearly audible in Tairrie’s voice and the pain that she went through from her accident is clearly projected through the music. Nowadays it’s difficult to find this much passion, with more and more bands opting for the easy route of just banging-out a few killer riffs and screaming like a little girl over the top of it. Not to say that Mick Murphy doesn’t play killer riffs, he definitely does and his are more honest, more natural and more brutal! Harking back to the classic metal bands from way-back-when, with Black Sabbath being a prime example, My Ruin put their own modern spin on the best of the best and Throat Full of Heart perfectly documents this. With one of the strongest opening tracks in the history of albums, ‘Ready For Blood’ packs a punch of real rock ‘n’ roll raunch. Not letting-up for a second, This all-killer-no-filler offering from LA’s finest is proof that rock ‘n’ roll ain’t dead: it’s still brutal; it still hurts; it doesn’t get much better than My Ruin."

- Thrash Hits
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"Mick Murphy’s guitar kills you, then Tairrie B’s voice flays your dead flesh. That’s how Los Angeles’ My Ruin have rolled for nearly a decade. Through several albums and quite a few drummers and bassists; that’s how they roll on 'Throat Full of Heart.' And it’s one of my favorite punishments this year. Murphy’s axwork is indomitable: the belly-slug riff and lunatic lead on 'Memento Mori'; for instance, or the sexy, shoulder-shaking figure he loops out while riding LeChevalier’s wide-open high hat on 'Nothing Is Sacred.' And what can you say about Tairrie B, who plunged into recording this album while recovering from an auto accident that nearly ripped off her arm? Expressing and transcending pain is what her soul-scouring roar is all about."

- Greg Burke | Metal Jazz
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"Their fifth full-length studio album, 'Throat Full Of Heart' sees My Ruin back in fine form, making a brutally powerful noise that perfectly articulates & accomplishes the furious sermons of Tairrie B.The history of female performers in the metal genres does little to deflect accusations that heavy metal is (at best) subconsciously sexist and (at worst) deliberately misogynistic. With a few notable exceptions, the women of rock have been used as eye-candy selling points, their images exploited by the industry an uncritical audience. Tairrie B is undoubtedly one of those exceptions, and has used My Ruin as a vehicle for not only defying the expectations of the industry but speaking out against them as well. Musically, My Ruin are heavy enough to put them well beyond the mainstream. 'Throat Full Of Heart" is no exception, sounding much like the band's preceding material but more polished & focused.Mid-paced bass-and-guitar mega riffs throb and chug alongside a rock solid rhythm from the drumkit with elements of thrash and old-school metal at the core, with a hint of bluesy stoner vibes mixed in. There's a raw and dirty southern-fried solo work from Mick Murphy, skillfully restrained and never resorting to fret-wank frippery; in between, harmonic pinches and lead flourishes add movement and dynamics to the My Ruin sonic juggernaut with one man easily filling the space that two lesser guitarists might cover between them. But the true starr of the show is Miss B herself, of course - and 'Throat Full Of Heart' contains ten tracks of what sounds like the exorcism of personal demons. Tairrie has a gut-wrenching screaming style that makes a lot of male singers sound like wimps. Not because she's louder but because you can hear that every word was written in blood and tears before being performed. Tairrie B means every word she says, and that commitment - that channeled rage & fury - enables her lyrics to lash out with the strength of ten men. The music industry isn't the only target for Miss B's vitriol, however, religious piety finds itself in the firing line a couple of times, and there must be a few former lovers who are well aware of that - in Tairrie's hands, at least - the microphone is mightier than the sword. It's great to know there's a band for female metal fans to identify with positively. 'Throat Full Of Heart' provides those girls - and guys as well with ten savage new anthems of defiance."

- Paul Graham Raven | The Dreaded Press

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released January 19, 2008

Lyrics & Vocals - Tairrie B. Murphy
Guitar - Mick Murphy
Bass - Chris Lisee
Drums - Matt LeChevalier

Produced by Mick Murphy & D.Burda
Engineered & Mixed by D.Burda
Recorded @ The Hobby Shop Highland Park, Ca.
Cover Art by Tairrie B. Murphy

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