1. |
To Britain With Love
00:53
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TO BRITAIN WITH LOVE
Where do I begin
I remember the first night we met
It was 1996
At the Splash Club in London
And I had a huge crush on you
Over the years
I've grown to love you
For so many reasons
Manchester
Bristol
Exeter
And Nottingham
To name a few
You've watched me bleed
Bruise
Sweat
And scream
And you've never been afraid of me
I don't blame you
For what they've written about us
Or our relationship
No one really understands it
Not even me
I love it when that happens
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2. |
Beauty Fiend
03:48
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BEAUTY FIEND
It’s true, I’ve got demons inside me
And sometimes they need to speak
My dark places make me feel ugly
My lips are glossed but my heart is weak
I'm diseased, as seen on TV
Please forgive me, for not being pretty
Or sexy but god never blessed me
Here's what you'll find next time you undress me
Scars
Wounds
I'm bruised
Watch me bleed
I'm your beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty fiend
Once again, without perfect teeth I begin
The dream as I sleep soon I've sinned
My skin is still thick
My mouth as always is brutally honest
At my calmest, I'm tired of explaining
How it feels…to be exploited and rated
Number one, two or seventeen
Fuck what they print in those damn magazines
Scars
Wounds
I'm used
Watch me bleed
I'm no beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty queen
Watch me bleed
I'm your beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty fiend
Stuck inside this mask of mine
There's no place for me to hide
Won't you please come suck me dry
Don't touch me, don't fucking touch me
Don't touch me... why?
Can't you see beyond my skin
Size, my shape, my ass, my tits
I am not your pretty face
I'm just a girl, the girl you love to hate
Watch me bleed
I'm no beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty queen
Watch me bleed
I'm the beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty fiend
Why can't you see beyond my skin
Size, my shape, my ass, my tits
I am not your pretty face
I'm just a girl
The girl you love to hate
Stuck inside this mask of mine
There's no place for me to hide
Won't you please come suck me dry
Don't, don't you fucking touch me… pig
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3. |
Stick It To Me
03:09
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STICK IT TO ME
It doesn't matter what I say
Doesn't matter what I do
I don't really give a fuck about you
Nowadays it's all fake
Put some make up on your face
Lookin’ like a fuckin' chick in lipstick
There is nothing here for me
Dressed up in your new disease
Hollywood is full of shit
Don't ask me to sell my soul
I would rather be myself
You...do what you're told
Stick it to me
I know you want to
Stick it in me
You know you're going to
Stick it to me
I know you want to
Stick it in me
You know you're going to
Take a picture if you need
While I bleed
What makes you think
That you know me
Dinner and an interview
But I'm not a fan you
At least I tell the truth
Damned if I do
Damned if I don't
Damned if I will
If I won't
Stab me in the back
And buy me one more drink
Suck my trust until I'm fucked
Then you can say
You fucked me
Stick it to me
I know you want to
Stick it in me
You know you're going to
Stick it to me
I know you want to
Stick it in me
You know you're going to
You're so sneaky
With your surprises
You're so sweet
Underneath disguises
I can't wait
For you to criticize this
Don't think I don't know
How big your knife is
Stick it in me
I know you want to
Stick it to me
You know you’re going to
Stick it in me
I know you want to
Stick it to me
You know you’re going to
You don't know me
Like I know myself
And I will never tell
You don't know me
Like I know myself
You can go straight to hell
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4. |
Heartsick
02:57
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HEARTSICK
Late night catechism
Speaks me to sleep
A lethal dose of narcissism
Conquers the beast
I can't remember
How I got my last scar
The bible tells us
Jesus was a Rockstar
A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish
A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish
Early morning exorcisms
Keep me awake
Seven stars surround me
As I burn like a saint
I can't remember
Why my knees are so sore
The bible tells us
Mary was a whore
A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish
A prayer under pressure
Of violent anguish
There once was a girl
And she suffered from sickness
Mouth was distorted
From razor sharp kisses
Tried to pretend
It was all in her mind
But I know her voice
When I hear mine
God are you listening
I hear you in my room
As hot as the moon
On the tenth day of June
There's no sleeping for me
I'm losing my faith
Love is not safe
In a world filled with hate
Heart sick
I'm sick
Still sick
My heart is sick
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5. |
Sick With It
03:07
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SICK WITH IT
Sick....
Sick with disease
Deny addiction
Down on my knees
Feed my affliction
Scared to believe
My own decisions
Eager to please
Distorted visions
Breathe life
Need life
Breath life
Keep life
Lie and deceive
With no emotion
False promises
Loss of devotion
Scarred by deceit
My self destruction
Love obsolete
Live in dysfunction
Breathe life
Need life
Breathe life
Heal life
Bleed life
Feel life
Keep life the sweet life
Is all I want
Yeah...c'mon, c'mon
Can I bleed for the ritual
Got a need for the ritual
Can I breathe for the ritual
Got a need for the ritual
Can I breathe for the ritual
Got a need for the ritual
Can I bleed for the ritual
Got a need for the ritual
Sick with it
Sick with it
Sick with it
Sick with it
Sick with it
I'm sick with it
I'm sick with It
It's inside me
I feel it growing
Nowhere to hide
My anger's showing
Breathe life
Need life
Breathe life
Heal life
Bleed life
Feel life
Keep life the sweet life
And on this dark night of my soul
I will continue to pray for us
And try to remember the good things
The sweet life
The sweet life
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6. |
Blasphemous Girl
03:48
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BLASPHEMOUS GIRL
God
Drunk with sin
She sits in her skin
Filled with anger
Fueled by liqueur
Drowns in dreams
With no savior
From the truth
None can save her
He is her own
Personal Jesus
And he will not be her last
God wants a piece of her ass
God wants a piece of my ass
I am
A blasphemous girl
I am
A blasphemous girl
I am
A blasphemous girl
I am
A blasphemous girl
Magnum mouthed
I shoot to kill
You murder me
With lies and guilt
Strangle me
With tragic hands
God wants a piece of her ass
God wants a piece of my ass
I am
A blasphemous girl
I am
A blasphemous girl
I am
Stab me
Like a stalker
Rape me
Like a hero
Stab me
Like a stalker
Rape me
And be a hero
Bless me enemy
But don't forgive me
I speak in tongues
Behind your back
A raw throat vocal martyr
I will suffer
For my lover
I will suffer
For his sins
I have suffered...
Torture me
With timelessness
Worship my fist
With every kiss
Resurrection
Of my pain
Drag me down
Our memory lane
Introduce me
To devotion
Leave me numb
With no emotion
Stars surround you
When I feel you
You look better
When I cannot see
You
Honesty
Is the holiest disease
But truth
Will set me free
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7. |
My Beautiful Flower
04:17
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MY BEAUTIFUL FLOWER
Ring around my lover
I'm a motherfucker
Gashes, gashes....
Your mouth blooms like a cut
Sweet and full of sin
I prick myself on your thorns
And I bleed within
Your petals start to fall
And the weeds attack
In my torture garden
The blue sky is black
My beautiful flower
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
My beautiful flower
He loves me not
he loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
Our love starts to spoil
My lips bleed like a rose
Underneath the soil
Is where the evil grows
My petals fade to brown
And you watch me die
In my torture garden
Under black sunshine
Your beautiful flower
You love me not
You love me
You love me not
You love me
You love me not
Your beautiful flower
You love me not
You love me
You love me not
You loves me
You love me not
Your mouth
Blooms like a cut
Sweet and full of sin
I prick myself
On your thorns
And I bleed within
Our love starts to spoil
Your lips
Bleed like a rose
Underneath the soil
Is where my evil grows
I am earth
You can feel me touch you
Hear me breath
Cause it's my air
That loves you
And I am fire
You will feel me burn you
Come inside
And I'll be water with you
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
He loves me not
He loves me
Not
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8. |
Masochrist
03:01
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MASOCHRIST
Come to me
As Christ redeemed
Your make up hides
Misanthropy
But I can see
You're still diseased
Get off your cross
Get off your knees
Dare I see
The same in me
Never thought
That I could be
So you just
Lick your wounds
But it's too late
Trust will lead you
To your own fate
Masochrist
What you sew
Is what you reap
You're only sick as
Secrets that you keep
And what you use
Is what you'll need
But I can't stand to
Watch you bleed...for me
Forgive me father
For I'm not clean
I'd rather be
Miss Magdalene
Your vaseline
Won't heal my demons
Cause I don't talk to God
I'm screaming
Dare I see
The same in me
You never thought
That I would be
But I just
Bruise my knees
Rape my faith
Scar myself
With love and with hate
Masochrist
What you sew
Is what you'll reap
You're only sick as
Secrets that you keep
And what you use
Is what you need
But I can't stand to
Watch you bleed
For me
For me
For me
For me
Oh lord, hear my prayer
You look like you are scared
I do what you taught me
It's your turn to watch me
Oh lord, hear my prayer
Pull me by my black hair
And stab me
With your greed
It's my turn to bleed
What I sew
Is what I reap
I'm only sick as
Secrets that I keep
And what I use
Is what I need
So tell me can you
Stand to watch me
Bleed
I bleed
I bleed
I'm bleeding
For you
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9. |
Sycophant
03:22
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SYCOPHANT
Something wicked
This way comes
Premeditated evil numbs
Cartoon kids
Crayola smiles
Children of the Korn fed styles
But I don't buy your lies
I see through your disguise
Don't feel your screams or cries
Why...
I'm sick of looking
So sick I can't
I'm sick
Of the sycophant
Sick of listening
So sick I can't
I'm sick
Of the sycophant
Sick of looking
So sick I can't
I'm sick
Of the sycophant
Sick of listening
So sick I can't
I'm....
I see you breathless
And deranged
A little girl
Who's acting strange
Tryna scare us
With your scream
But it's all routine
And all you've done is take
Steal and imitate
You are what you create
You're fake...
I'm sick of looking
So sick I can't
I'm sick
Of the sycophant
Sick of listening
So sick I can't
I'm sick
Of the sycophant
Sick of looking
So sick I can't
I'm sick
Of the sycophant
Sick of listening
So sick I can't
I'm....
I barely recognize
You in your new disguise
Cosmetic covered eyes
You leave me dry
Why...why...why
You put the make-up on
Take the make-up off
Searching to be found
But they are so damn lost
Now the road to hell
Is paved with stones
And some of those are
Fakes and clones
Counterfeits
Which suck and bleed us
Still rockin' Adidas
But something still ain't right
No substance only hype
With "Faith" you got the life
That made you rich
And you're a punk ass bitch
I'm sick of looking,
So sick I can't
I'm sick
Of the sycophant
Sick of listening
So sick I can't
I'm sick
Of the sycophant
Sick of looking
So sick I can't
I'm sick
Of the sycophant
Sick of listening
So sick I can't
I'm sick to death of you
And every band like you
Sometimes I think I've lost my mind
Or else this whole world's blind
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10. |
Hemorrhage
04:19
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HEMORRHAGE
I stick my finger down your throat
Explore my thoughts of murder
A journey through the human heart
Dark places filled with terror
Obsession lets you have your way
Devotion makes me stay
This mercy seat I imitate
Won't let you get away
In praise of him I pray
In praise of him I save
In praise of him I give myself away
Come kiss away my honesty
Exploit me with your pain
Learn to love this monster
You created in your name
Redemption lets you face your fear
Salvation leaves a stain
The thought of me makes you so sick
There's nothing left to hate
In praise of him I pray
In praise of him I save
In praise of him I give myself away again
In praise of him I've prayed
In praise of him I'm saved
In praise of him I gave myself away
A different sort of suffering
I practice what I preach
Aroma therapeutic death
Can you smell me speak
If violence is religion
Then everyone's a star
It doesn't matter what you've done
Only who you are
Who you are
Who you are
Underneath the Hollywood cross
Underneath this holy wood cross
My lover let me tie you down
Hold your heart my hostage
I promise after I am through
Your skin will still taste salted
My mouth is not your enemy
My lips are not your friend
If we were still together
I would torture you again
In praise of him I pray
In praise of him I save
In praise of him I give myself away
In praise of him I've prayed
In praise of him I'm saved
In praise of him I hate myself again
You never know what you will find
Until you look inside
I never knew what I would find
Then I looked inside
Let me torture you again
Torture you my friend
Let me torture you again
Like you tortured me, my friend
Let me torture you again
Like you tortured me, my friend
Let me torture you again
Like you tortured me, my friend
It never ends....
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11. |
Rockstar
03:20
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ROCKSTAR
I feel the skies open wide
See your blue eyes
When worlds collide
You're by my side
It's hard to lie
Sometimes I've cried
Wished it was me
Wished it was me who died
I can see you in the sunshine
I feel you where I stand
I can see you in the bright lights
I feel you hold my hand
Let your light surround me
In loving memory
Let your love surround me
Shine down on me
Shine on me
Something so deep inside me
Binds me with you
Told me a secret
Swore that I'd keep it
Someday my friend
We'll meet again
So until then...
I'll keep your secret safe
I can see you in the moonlight
I feel you where I stand
I can see you on those dark nights
I feel you hold my hand
Let your light surround me
In loving memory
Let your love surround me
Shine down on me
Shine on me......Lynn
Rockstar
We will always be bound
We will always be down
We will always be bound
We will always be down
I feel you when I scream these words
I am just a girl that hurts
Feel me when I scream your words
I am just a girl that hurts
I feel you when I scream these words
I am just a girl that hurts
Feel me when I scream your words
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just a girl that hurts
I am just your girl.....that hurts
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