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This track was taken from our album "A Prayer Under Pressure Of Violent Anguish" released in 2000.
lyrics
BEAUTY FIEND
It’s true, I’ve got demons inside me
And sometimes they need to speak
My dark places make me feel ugly
My lips are glossed but my heart is weak
I'm diseased, as seen on TV
Please forgive me, for not being pretty
Or sexy but god never blessed me
Here's what you'll find next time you undress me
Scars
Wounds
I'm bruised
Watch me bleed
I'm your beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty fiend
Once again, without perfect teeth I begin
The dream as I sleep soon I've sinned
My skin is still thick
My mouth as always is brutally honest
At my calmest, I'm tired of explaining
How it feels…to be exploited and rated
Number one, two or seventeen
Fuck what they print in those damn magazines
Scars
Wounds
I'm used
Watch me bleed
I'm no beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty queen
Watch me bleed
I'm your beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty fiend
Stuck inside this mask of mine
There's no place for me to hide
Won't you please come suck me dry
Don't touch me, don't fucking touch me
Don't touch me... why?
Can't you see beyond my skin
Size, my shape, my ass, my tits
I am not your pretty face
I'm just a girl, the girl you love to hate
Watch me bleed
I'm no beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty queen
Watch me bleed
I'm the beauty
Watch me bleed
Beauty fiend
Why can't you see beyond my skin
Size, my shape, my ass, my tits
I am not your pretty face
I'm just a girl
The girl you love to hate
Stuck inside this mask of mine
There's no place for me to hide
Won't you please come suck me dry
Don't, don't you fucking touch me… pig
credits
from
The Cathartic Collection,
released December 24, 2020
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Vocals - Tairrie B. Murphy
Guitar - Mick Murphy
Bass - Meghan Mattox
Drums - Chris Hamilton
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Produced by Nick Raskulinecz, Mick Murphy & Tairrie B. Murphy
Engineered & Mixed by Nick Raskulinecz & Andrew Alekel
Recorded @ Grandmaster Recorders - Hollywood, CA - 2000
Remastered by Mick Murphy
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